Intuitive Healer – Part II

Its been 3 weeks since my one & only session so far with Sharon, the Intuitive Healter and despite having had two further appointments scheduled with her, I’ve cancelled them both. A lot has happened in the last three weeks, I’ve gained some incredible insight into myself from the things that we spoke about and I feel like although I may not have healed physically, on an emotional level I’m in a far better place. I’ve gained incredible understanding on the things we discussed regarding my Mom, I had a major ephiphany regarding my emotions and how I protect myself from the pain of this journey, I’ve managed to gain closure on a very painful experience from a part of my infertility journey and I’ve been AD free for just over a month and feeling really good.

I’m not sure I want to go back to Sharon, I feel like I’ve gotten from it what I needed to get from it, I feel renewed by it and most of all, I feel on some level, relieved and set free from the chains of my miscarriages. Yes, they still hurt and make me sad, but I feel like they will no longer hold me back. I’ve even started considering trying naturally for a baby again which is something I haven’t been willing to do in quite some time. Having somebody acknowledge my babies, call them out by name has lighten my burden tremendously.

So has it been the miracle I needed?? I don’t know! Has it offered me healing? On an emotional level there’s no denying that it has made a huge difference to me. I’m not giving up on this treatment and have no doubt that I will at some point go back to Sharon, but for now, I’m quite keen to give it a go by myself……… or at least till my FET comes around in the next couple of months.

July 9, 2009
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5 Comments

  • Reply Kristin

    I think I can understand why you are feeling that way. I know when I was dealing actively with infertility it felt like my life was trapped in a maelstrom. If I had reached a place such as you have…a place of contentedness, peace, and dare I say happiness, I would have been loathe to disturb it.

    July 9, 2009 at 4:20 pm
  • Reply Denise

    Hey Hon,

    Go for the next session, she probably won’t offer anything as profound as previous visit but the healing that happens within you is amazing and you probably won’t be as emotional this time.

    July 9, 2009 at 7:45 pm
  • Reply Abbey

    I’d also be hesitant to disturb the calm waters you are in right now. It’s sounds wonderful! Wish I could grab my bikini and join you for a dip! But seriously, you’ve gotten from the experience what you’ve so long been seaking. Maybe you have gotten all you can from the relationship for now. You can always revisit the idea once your current feelings have had some time to settle.

    July 10, 2009 at 11:02 am
  • Reply Kirsty

    Go back only when you are ready. You are in such a good space right now, and well done on stopping the AD’s!! x

    July 11, 2009 at 8:49 am
  • Reply samcy

    If you’re in a good space now – why mess with it? You got what you needed from her and that is good enough… Until you feel ready to see her again (if ever).

    xxx

    July 11, 2009 at 8:05 pm
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