Last year, I met my online friend, Mich, in real life for the very first time, the day before she was due to go under for her GIFT. At the time of our meeting, quite unplanned, we exchanged little angels, I have her a little guardian angel pin for luck which she insisted on wearing from that moment on. Wouldn’t you just know it, when a couple of weeks later, she got her very first ever BFP and is now half way through her pregnancy with her baby boy and the little guardian angel pin still attached.
Now I’m not really a superstitious person, but let me tell you, fertility treatment does something to you, it changes you in ways you can’t imagine and one of the things it has done is it has made me a little superstitious. So when my friend Elize, was starting her IUI earlier this month, I felt I JUST HAD to get her one of those little angels as well. Which I did. At the time I was somewhat disappointed to discover that her Femara round only yielded one egg on the ovary on the side where she has no fallopian tube, but wouldn’t you just know it, miracles do happen and she’s now 5 weeks pregnant!
So when I heard that Samwas starting her IVF,I once again felt I HAD to get her an angel, because, haha, what if I’m onto something here and its my little angels thats creating all these BFP’s!!! 😉 So Sam has ET in the next couple of days and then we wait with baited breathe for her to announce her BFP!!! In the interim, Maritzahas also started her FET so yesterday we met for breakfast and so that I could give her her angel. Its actually quite funny, I think I’m the only one that’s really superstitious and I feel a sense of relief after each little angel has been handed over. So now we wait to hear how the big thaw of Maritza’s embabies goes!
Of course I have also been on the receiving end of all this good luck. This morning, when I headed off to the clinic I had the following things stuffed in the bottom of a rather massive bag:
Sam gave this to me during a very dark time about a year ago, its been a great source of comfort to me and if I feel myself getting anxious during the treatment I know there’ll be something in there worth reading and meditating on.
Maritza gave Sam and I each one of these yesterday, so we’re all reading together, although depending on how often/how many intralipid transfusions I require, I have a feeling I may have a bit of a head start on the two of them. But the plan is to keep our minds otherwise distracted during these treatments.
Sam also gave me this Angel called Expecting a Miracle. She currently stands on the headboard above my bed, watching over me and reminding me that I too am expecting a miracle.
This angel charm is from Mich, on her it says “Miracles happen all the time, just believe” and she’s come with me today as a reminder to keep believing in the miracle God has promised me!
I’m to blessed and so fortunate to be going through this really tough/testing process with so many people routing for me and hoping and praying to see me succeed on this journey.