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Stressed To Kill.

You have no idea. As I sit here at my desk, its exactly 06h30, its the third morning this week I’ve come in at this time and still I feel like I’m literally buckling under the pressure, the really sick part is that I LOVE it! I absolutely thrive under this kind of pressure, sick hey?

My line of work is very seasonal. Gaming is massive around all the holidays, so I work at a fairly even pace throughout the year, but around Easter, June school holidays and then from September to end December, I work like a demon. This week I felt the Christmas pressure start to build. My to do list has gotten so long I’m actually trying to ignore it because I fear it may bring on a full blown panic attack if I even look at it! My stomach pains and my hands shake. I’ve got so much to do I don’t know where to start! I’ve started getting cramps in my legs at night, so I haven’t had a good nights rest in a few days, I’m thinking it must be stress related as well.

I also think the stress is having an impact on my cycles. Its all rather confusing really, looks like I’m going to be having another very short cycle:

So I’m guessing I won’t be announcing my BFP this cycle either, because I think we may have missed the big O.
Oh well, nothing to do except remind myself to stay calm and not get overwhelmed by the work load.

Wish me luck!

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8 Comments

  • Reply Roz

    I can SO realt at this point…I procrastinate when I panic about my long work to do list! Hence reading blogs! Eeeeecccckkkk…back to work for me!

    September 4, 2008 at 3:19 pm
  • Reply Roz

    Ah…shocking spell check…”I can so RELATE at this point…”!!!

    September 4, 2008 at 3:20 pm
  • Reply Joni

    Eeekkk I know what you mean!! But don’t worry Jaco & I are on a game buying spree so hopefully you’re bonus/profit share will be up up!!!!!!!!

    September 4, 2008 at 4:42 pm
  • Reply Elize

    Hi Hon! Hope your day tomorrow isn’t as stressful! Looking forward to tomorrow night!

    September 4, 2008 at 10:50 pm
  • Reply Katie

    Hmmm have no idea what the temp chart means… I can’t remember to take my prenatal every day much less take my temperature at the same time every morning. I wouldn’t remember my name if it wasn’t on my name tag!!! Glad you’re getting busy at work, but I really hope the pressure doesn’t hinder your happy baby making :):)

    September 5, 2008 at 1:54 am
  • Reply Monica

    Busy and loving it – I know what you mean! That cat scares me. Reminds me of my nightmare catholic nun elementary school teacher, sister estelle, having a bad hair day. she always had that look on her face.

    September 5, 2008 at 4:11 am
  • Reply Murgdan

    I love that cat. And I can relate. Hang in there!

    September 5, 2008 at 4:33 am
  • Reply samcy

    So know what you mean! Hope today was not as stressful for you my friend… but we know that in reality it was 😉

    Hmmm cycle looks good – you did not insert the BD so we don’t *actually* know if you missed O day or not *nudge nudge wink wink* (sorry u know me the eternal optimist)

    September 5, 2008 at 5:58 pm
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