Hello ICLW’ers………

Welcome to my new blog! Some of you may be familiar with my history from my old blog but for those of you who’ve stumbled over here for the 1st time, here is a bulleted version of my IF history:

  • Start TTC’ing 2002
  • 1st Miscarriage – September 2002
  • 14 months to conceive again
  • Miscarry again
  • blurred memories – tests & miscarriages
  • 2004 – 2008 at one of those clinics, you know the one where the Dr’s appear on TV all the time so you think you’re with the best Dr!
  • 4 years wasted doing God knows how many timed & stimmed cycles, 3 IUI’s, 1 IVF with PGD, 1 Cancelled IVF and 1 Straight Up IVF
  • All failures
  • 6th Miscarriage after natural conception
  • Get fed up…. move to new clinic
  • Have my FIRST EVER HSG
  • Hydrosalpingus, uterine scarring, partial septum, polyp diagnosis = RE convinced the cause of my mc’s is all structural
  • 2nd Lap to fix structural issues
  • another year of TTC natural = I’ve completely lost the ability to conceive
  • March 09 – Long Protocol IVF with Intralipids = BFN
  • September 09 = planned Fet #1

So that’s where I’m at!

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  • Reply Ashley

    Nice to meet you! So sorry for your very long journey. I will be crossing my fingers for your FET coming up soon.

    I look forward to reading your blog!

    August 22, 2009 at 1:17 pm
  • Reply Erin

    coming over from ILCW..

    wishing you the best for your FET. i will likely be doing a FET sometime in 2010.


    August 22, 2009 at 6:29 pm
  • Reply SCY

    Catching up the last few days posts my friend. Here’s hoping and praying that FET # 1 brings you the success you deserve so wholeheartedly.


    August 22, 2009 at 6:59 pm
  • Reply marisa

    Hope all goes well with the FET!


    August 22, 2009 at 8:35 pm
  • Reply Kristin

    You have traveled such a long, hard road my friend. I hope you have success soon. {{{Hugs}}}

    August 23, 2009 at 4:30 am
  • Reply Lin

    Good luck with your FET next month!!!


    August 23, 2009 at 5:04 am
  • Reply Beautiful Mess


    I’m so sorry for your miscarriages. I wish for your dream to come true with your FET.

    Sending you lots of love and positive JUJU!

    August 23, 2009 at 7:39 am
  • Reply Journey Girl

    Cripes, you are what I call an IVF warrior – I have been reading your past posts with great interest as well as admiration for your strength!!

    I wish you absolutely all the best in the world for your Septemeber FET.


    Journey Girl ICLW

    August 23, 2009 at 11:25 am
  • Reply Sonja

    Nice to meet you *hugs*

    Wishing you the best!!

    Take care,

    August 23, 2009 at 7:27 pm
  • Reply monica lemoine

    Man on man, Shaz. Everytime I’m reminded of your long and harrowing history, I think: what a rockin’ warrior Shaz is! You’ve been through so much and still keep your head in the game with grit and humor.

    So wait, is this your blog now? I’m so confused – sorry, been out of the blog-loop and about to disappear again for 10 days or so.

    August 24, 2009 at 3:14 pm
  • Reply Annissa

    I agree with other notes! You are an IVF Warrior!!

    Happy ICLW 🙂

    August 28, 2009 at 6:06 pm
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