Just What The Dr Ordered

I’m 5 days in to taking the AD’s and had a visit with my family and slowly slowly I feel myself returning to normal.

Its been 3 days since I cried, the unexplained body pain seems to be easing and my mind seems so much clearer. Only one unfortunate incident on Saturday where I almost killed my Mom and I, so distracted that I drove right through a red robot. 

W thanked my parents for their visit last night when we dropped them at the airport, saying its good to see me return to some semblance of normal again.

Now I need to face work, in my distracted state last week I made a couple of errors that will need fixing this today.


  • Caragh

    April 14, 2009 at 12:44 pm


    I am so glad your feeling better and starting to feel like yourself again.
    I’ve recently just started back on meds, and its amazing how quickly they can help.

    I’m also really glad the visit with your family went well.

    Take care.

  • Joni

    April 14, 2009 at 5:28 pm

    So glad you’re starting to feel better! I’ve been on AD’s since November and Jaco a bit longer!

    Everyone says I’m like I was before just much stronger and more mature!!

    They’re the best things since sliced bread in my life! I’m not as stressed, anxious, weepy or depressed like before! We were going to increase the dosage after our last IF setback, but I told Dr P the Endocrinologist that I’m coping and coming to terms with not being able to TTC anymore! I think I may have made peace with IF and God!

    Hugs and I pray it only gets better from here on!!!

  • Shalini White

    April 15, 2009 at 2:47 pm

    I’ve never been on ADs (funnily enough, the psych I saw 3 times last year said I didn’t need them even though my depression was “moderate-severe”) but I’m so glad that they’re helping you out. If anything, they are a good way to start dealing with the black hole of depression, but I think that therapy goes hand in hand with it all.

    I’m hoping that you feel better – genuinely better – and able to actively “live” once again soon. Simply surviving just fucking sucks.



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