After I did my blog posting this morning, about my disbelief at the HPT’s, I got seriously seriously itchy feet and decided to SMS Dr G. I SMS’d him saying that I was 9dp5trf & that I suspected I was pregnant and what were the chances that I could come in early for a beta, given that it was 5 days before my actual test date. So I sent the SMS and thought I’d have to wait a while. Not so, I’d barely pressed the send button when he’d phoned me and in no uncertain terms asked me if I’d been “pee’ing on sticks”!!! I was embarrassed to admit that yes I had been “pee’ing on sticks”.

Anyway, the short version of this rather long story is that I got the call about an hour ago, I’m pregnant!!! I never ever ever thought I’d get to post those words on my blog. I feel strangely detached from the whole experience. The clinic have asked me to do a second beta on Tuesday which is when my actual test date was scheduled and then we’ll take it from there. But for now I’ve been told to be happy and continue on with my meds.

So I will try!

I’m so thankful to everyone who has been praying for me. The message I’ve received over and over again throughout this treatment from so many was that God is a God of miracles! I have no words that can express how I’m feeling right now.

I’m afraid of what “could” happen, I’m afraid of the next blood test and all the pass/fail points to follow. But aside from disbelief, I feel to utterly utterly grateful and thankful. Thank you to everyone who has played a part in this, from those of you who supported me through, to those that prayed and those that encouraged.

Now God, you’ve proven you create miracles, now I want to thank you for the miracle you’re unfolding in my life!!

I’ll try and post something a bit more eloquent tomorrow, for now, I just want to bask in this miraculous moment!