The Story… My Story

Yesterday two things happened that would rank up there as two of my best “mommy moments”. Ava-Grace just gets cuter and cuter the older she gets and I’m just enjoying her more and more. I really did love the tiny baby phase and I really thought I’d miss it but to be honest, I’m enjoying her so very much more now that she has a personality and a real character. Not that she never had that before but its on a whole different level now that she’s a fully fledged toddler.

Yesterday, when I was carrying her out to the car to take her to Kinder Music, she hooked her arm around my neck, looked at me and said: “My Mom!” I swear, I melted into a giant pile of goo right there in the drive!

Then when we were at Kinder Music, during one of the play time activities, one of the other little girls sidled over and came and sat right up against me. Ava was on the other side of the room when this happened and when she spotted little Mika practically perched on her Mama’s lap, she came charging over, squeezed herself into the gap between Mika & I, forced herself onto my lap and gave Mika a good shove, followed by a “My Mom” again! This is the first time Ava has shown an inkling of jealousy and possessiveness over me and while I realize its something she’s going to have to just get over, especially with our hope for another baby, I will admit to feeling very warm and fuzzy on the inside!

And now for a song. I know this is so not original, but I first heard this song when Tracker started flighting their current commercial and then of course, the song was famously sung by Callie on Grey’s Anatomy and I’ve been hooked every since. I just love this song, it really speaks to me, I reckon it could be taken and applied to everyone’s journeys regardless of what their journey was. But that opening line: All these lines across my face… I look at myself often in the mirror and see how the years of infertility have taken their toll on my face, I have trauma lines around my mouth and deep furrows in my brow from years of gnashing my teeth, frowning and of course crying.

Anyway, here for your listening pleasure:

Share on
Previous Post Next Post

You may also like


  • Reply Christelle

    I would have melted too! That is just so precious!

    May 26, 2011 at 10:08 am
  • Reply waiting4amiracle

    I love the song as well. Its really beautiful. That ‘my mom’ thing is so cute.

    May 26, 2011 at 10:22 am
  • Reply tzipieastwest

    That is just soo precious. I think it is the dream of all woman on the IF journey ! Great that you could experience it and enjoy it, even if reaching your goal left a few lines on your face !!
    Congratulations ….

    May 26, 2011 at 10:24 am
  • Reply suestuart

    Oh that’s lovely, I can’t wait till I get a “mom” from Katy 🙂

    May 26, 2011 at 11:39 am
  • Reply ldr1604

    Such precious moments make it all worthwhile. Alex gives the special people in his life the hugest smile when he sees us, so sweet. Seeing my husband face light up when he sees that his son is recognising him is just the best feeling.

    May 26, 2011 at 12:20 pm
  • Reply Paula

    I LOVE that song! and I also prefer this phase, the twinnies are hugging and kissing all over the place and when they start with ‘i yove you!!’ I melt!!

    May 26, 2011 at 6:15 pm
  • Reply Pandora

    I love the ‘My Mommy’ thing as well. Sometimes she also says ‘My Sweetie’. Or announces to a room full of people ‘This is my mommy and this is my daddy!’
    Ava is so gorgeous by the way!

    May 26, 2011 at 8:55 pm
  • Reply To Love Bella

    See now, it’s cherished moments like this that makes me so incredibly excited about what is still to come for us as mommies to such treasured souls.

    May 27, 2011 at 7:33 am
  • Reply hanneke001

    How absolutely cute is that !!!!

    May 27, 2011 at 9:52 am
  • Reply Laura

    Isnt it just the best feeling when they lay claim to you!

    It never gets old!

    May 27, 2011 at 7:55 pm
  • I LOVE comments, leave yours here:

    This site uses Akismet to reduce spam. Learn how your comment data is processed.

    %d bloggers like this: