Yesterday was an ok day, I made it through the entire day without crying once. I thought I was doing well, coping with the massive disappointment.

Then I woke up this morning, got back to the mundane business of charting, took out my BBT thermometer and as I lay there waiting to take my temp, the black cloud of sadness and depression descended onto me, crushing the breath out of.

I feel so unbelievably depressed its almost impossible to breathe. Today was supposed to be my test day, today we were supposed to receive the news of our miracle, today everyone wants to know if we have good news for them.

Please God just give me the strength to get through today. To keep breathing, to keep putting one foot in front of the other.

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  • Reply Lynese

    Praying for strength for you today, Sharon.

    March 28, 2009 at 12:05 pm
  • Reply Kirsty

    (((((((((Hugs)))))))))))))!!! Thinking of you! x-x-x-x-x

    March 28, 2009 at 12:11 pm
  • Reply Lisette

    It breaks my heart to read you last couple of post and I know nothing any of us can say will make it better or go away, just know that there are people who care for you and are sharing your pain xx

    March 28, 2009 at 1:40 pm
  • Reply Adel

    Thinking of you Shaz, good luck for today.


    March 28, 2009 at 1:52 pm
  • Reply ^WiseGuy^

    Oh…this is so hard… Can’t believe how incredibly depressing this is.

    I am here…I can’t come give you a hug…but I can atleast pray for you, and tonight I would.

    March 28, 2009 at 2:17 pm
  • Reply 'Murgdan'

    Sending you a hug.

    March 28, 2009 at 3:44 pm
  • Reply skrambled

    I’m sorry. It is so difficult.

    March 28, 2009 at 4:03 pm
  • Reply Jo

    No words. Hugs.


    March 28, 2009 at 4:56 pm
  • Reply Emmah

    This is tough, may God give you strenght.

    March 28, 2009 at 6:42 pm
  • Reply stacey

    It’s trult heartbreaking. I’m so sorry. 🙁

    March 28, 2009 at 6:48 pm
  • Reply samcy

    No words can suffice today.


    March 28, 2009 at 8:09 pm
  • Reply Lea White

    I wish I was right there to give you a massive big hug!!!

    March 28, 2009 at 10:21 pm
  • Reply Beautiful Mess

    Praying for strength for you. I’m also sending you as much as you need. HUGS!!!

    March 29, 2009 at 12:07 am
  • Reply monica lemoine

    Shaz, I’m sorry. Hang in there. Thinking of you a lot. -m

    March 29, 2009 at 6:51 am
  • Reply Elize

    Thinking of you constantly. Praying for strength. Lots of hugs.

    March 29, 2009 at 9:06 am
  • Reply Katie

    I’m so sorry Sharon. I wish I could give you a big hug. I’ve been thinking about you all day and I wish I could do something. XOXOXOXOX

    March 29, 2009 at 11:13 am
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